28 April 2012 @ 10:26 am

There are a few amusing pop culture items that caught my eye recently. First, a movie called Strangeland by Dee Snyder. We looked it up on Netflix, Killian Skarr mentioning he was nostalgically fond of it. The quick blurb of the movie boggled my mind: a deranged sadist lures young girls to his home over the Internet and then tortures them (or something to that effect). Oh really? No wonder the movie had a place in his heart, this is pretty much exactly the scenario when I met Killian. I guess I should go right ahead and thank my lucky stars that he had more fucking in mind than killing.

Second, a series of animated gifs I found on tumblr. The important one shows a bearded redheaded man in a knit cap and a button up shirt, driving an anonymous white van, leaning forward and asking a young girl if she likes candy. I dropped my phone when I saw it because it is the damned spitting image of Killian. Well, as he put it, it's like him with bushy eyebrows. And of course my darling master really is a true pervert, considering one of the reasons he enjoys me so much is because of how young I look.

Killian Skarr is everywhere. I'm sure some it is simply because of my obsessive nature, but everywhere I turn it seems like a part of him is waiting, ready to surprise me. It might be an image or a snippet of conversation or even a movie blurb, but he's there.

I haven't seen much of the new sculpture lately. His mood swings are coming more frequently; it almost seems like he's flipping every few days instead of weeks. He was riddled with anxiety yesterday, and his medication of choice is alcohol, which renders him even more depressed in the long run. At any rate, all I've seen is something huge in the backyard completely swaddled in black tarp. He claimed it was because he's used a lot of "material of questionable origin" for the frame, but I can't help but wonder if maybe he's also motivated by his utter paranoia. It's hard for him to work when people can see him, even if they're not actually looking. Ever since he cut down the huge tree from his front yard for this project, it's been weirdly barren and he is even more visible.

Recently the Smoochy-pie was at the Organ Grinder's Ball! I heard there was a great turnout and the show went really smoothly. Amanda was there as well with her smoky low voice, and I had to hang on to the art to keep from cuddling against her. The best, absolute best part, was her strange comments towards Killian Skarr. She said a few cryptic things but the one that stands out in my mind is her calling him a lunatic. It's such a strange, specific sort of word, but it fits completely. Sane on the surface but a seething ocean of bloody insanity underneath, rising and falling like the tide under the cycles of the moon.

A picture from the House of Blues! And one of me! Wet kisses as always.

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19 April 2012 @ 12:05 pm

A really fantastic article about Killian Skarr's sculptures on the French blog "Harmony Master DS and Cally"!! (We ran it through Google translator, original here: http://chiennesoumiseharmonie.blogspot.com/2012/03/ikea-bdsm.html?m=0)

Thank you so much!

From the blog entry:
"One of them immediately made me think of the tail of a scorpion... I dare not venture there for fear that the beast closes in on me!"

Fucking fantastic!!!!

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30 March 2012 @ 09:13 pm

I love riding things.

Look at how fucking huge this thing is, it's ridiculous. He's already started carving the face, it's amazing seeing how the shape of a goat skull can slowly rise to the surface (so to speak). He's actually make fantastic fucking progress, but that means he's forgetting to eat. Actually, he's kind of just disappearing into his work, slowly swallowed up in an ever-growing pile of wood chips. I'm going to go over sometime this week and tattoo myself while he's busy. Maybe work on my thighs.

He had to return the saw he was borrowing, but luckily it didn't break! It's so fucking fantastic how much he was already able to get done.

Not much else to report, I think? I'm sure Killian will disagree and I'll get a swift paddling for my forgetfulness, but my mind is like a strainer sometimes...

Here, a self portrait. Because I love you all.

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21 March 2012 @ 09:13 pm

Have I mentioned the Satanist house yet? I'm not sure. Well, I don't know how much the owner wants to be divulged yet so I'm going light on details here and giving a quick recap. Killian Skarr made a connection with another artist, a satanist of the old school, the pure Lavey-ian school, an said artist wants to open a huge fucking music hall/place of worship/place of general evil mischief. He's well-connected so this seems entirely doable, he already has a location that is being fixed up! What's extra fantastic is that he is really into Killian's work, really understands it and him from a fundamental level, so not only will Killian have a room devoted to his primitive torture devices, but he'll also be designing the MAIN ALTAR FOR THE MAIN HALL. We're talking a 30 foot sculpture that will dominate the entire room. So. Fucking. Wicked.

In his own words:

"Cutting down a 30 ft maple tree, carving it into a goat skull, and putting it up in the auditorium of a funeral parlor owned by a satanist."


That's a young lady's bottom up there in the air. Originally it was going to be a smaller sculpture, perhaps 10 feet, but now it's going to be a grand dark behemoth.


And here is the poor dying tree he finished cutting down today. Of course he managed to kill his chainsaw, but luckily while it's gone for repairs, the mysterious artist managed to procure one.


So there you have it. I think working on a huge project again is really easing his mind and depression. The weather is nice and the chainsaws are roaring, so he seems to be in high spirits for the most part.

The masturbation video is down, but I'm going to fix that ASAP! I know you all can't live without me cumming, it's totally understandable.

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10 March 2012 @ 11:36 am

Ahh another interview in a German magazine! This time in a really sleek-looking classy horror culture magazine called Virus. I wish I read German because some of their articles looked really super interesting. Luckily for you I'm posting scans and a translation! I do so much for you, it's how much I love you all.


The first time I see your work, I wonder if use your own creations?! Are you more the guy in the background with the weird ideas and the evil plans, or are you always around with testing, modifying, improving (with some voluntary girls, of course) driven by your own passion and lust?!
“Yes definitely. The sculptures are made to stand on their own of course, but there is a performance art aspect as well. Their forms are thrown into stark contrast against the living flesh and when their function is utilized it causes an immediate and powerful reaction, not only for the girl within it but from any hapless onlookers also.”


As always people who are not so familiar with BDSMscene suppose that you are want to humiliate your probant. What is your motivation? Your own lust, the lust of the tied persons (mainly girls I suppose) or both? Tell us something about the reactions/experiences of the users.
“Certainly the humiliation of a submissive is part of the fun but you are right it goes much deeper than that, as anyone who engages in these sorts of activities can attest to. Breaking a person’s will and subjecting their body to pain can be a stimulating, and almost spiritual experience. The exchange of power can be intoxicating, the revelations glimpsed in those moments can be enlightening. Probably a lot of people just see it as depraved or are frightened of it, but as any Tantric adept will tell you, you have to plumb the depths of the human experience in order to truly find the strength and wisdom to see beyond it.”


I must admit, that I don't know any comparable art stuff like yours. Are there any inspirations, examples from other artists. Do you have any names for our audience to explore the world of torture devices?
“While my list of inspirational artists is extensive, there are none that actually create torture devices. To be honest when the idea first began to congeal for me I was so overcome with paranoia that somewhere else, at that very moment some artist was engaged in creating their own comparable devices; as if we were both tapped into the zeitgeist. I was utterly desperate to complete them before this imagined rival. But now that I have a sizable body of work behind me I realize that in fact I am the consummate outsider. And even though many people obviously enjoy my work and even more are affected by it, I remain a pariah.”


Beside your incredible big machines you are constructing smaller things to explore the wicked realms of SM realms. Please give us a small overview.
“My smaller sculptures are mostly functional as well. Recently I made a scourge from some of my broken chainsaw chains. I tried it out on myself briefly but it is less of a useful implement and more for intimidation. I’ve always made smaller restraints and devices and recently I’ve been getting a lot of requests for regular furniture and more abstract non-functional pieces that display my unique sense of autonomic aesthetics. And of course there is the “Holy Scripture” series, which are paddles made from the sacred texts.”


You told me about a paddle made out of holy material. Think with this stuff you often offend other people. Do you have had serious trouble with your art so far? Do you think in art should everything allowed whats possible or are there some tabus which even shouldn't treat by art?
“I’m certain of it. But maybe those are exactly the people that need to be offended. Not for their own sake really, but to expose them. Because if deep down they didn’t harbor nagging doubts about the authenticity of those very texts I don’t think it would bother them as much. I mean if their god was real, why should he care if some asshole makes a paddle out of a material object that just happens to be printed with his supposed words? I mean think about this, some of these books I use are in bad shape before I fix them; the covers are falling apart, spines broken, pages missing. If that was really the inspired word of god shouldn’t he have an interest in keeping that book from rotting and being damaged? But no, instead we find that, just like every other book written by man, they fall apart eventually. Besides, the religious use those books to throttle people metaphorically, they may as well be used to do the same thing literally.
My art is always getting me in trouble. Whether it is stealing the scrap metal that goes into it or outdoor demonstrations or the screams that sometimes accompany filming the performances, the police have had quite a lot to say about my art this past year. Which really just affirms that I’m on the right path. My art is all about transcending limits and riding that razor edge of what the status quo considers taboo. My art is about provoking emotion and forcing the empathetic imagination to someplace it doesn’t necessarily want to go.”


Often the audience identify the art with the psyche of the creator. Like all the other artist of this column, I suppose you aren't a misanthropic lunatic (aren't you?), but what's the fascination of this kind of sex? The unholy alliance of lust, domination and of course love?!
“Oh I’m definitely a misanthropic lunatic, or maniac to be more precise. A large part of the creative process for me is allowing the mania of bipolar disease to flourish, and then directing it, sublimating it into art. Likewise with the lust that compels me to dominate these girls. I could just restrain them and punish them and fuck them and the experience alone would be the end to those means. But it is such a powerful force, that dominant lust, why not use it, sublimate it, raise it to the level of high art? Some artists take the mundane world around them and create art from it. I prefer to take only the most extreme moments of the human condition and then immortalize it.”


If anybody is hooked by this interview, where can he buy your brilliant stuff?
“You can contact me directly through my website at KillianSkarr.com. Thank you for the very insightful questions. It does me a lot of good to define all of the craziness that goes on in my skull.”

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22 February 2012 @ 09:10 pm

Fantastic art magazine with an eye on crazy fucking art (in our case literally) has featured my darling master!!!!

Too fucking awesome. You fuckers click this link and read it!!!

They have some of the gorgeous shots of Severin Graves up. She's so cute!! What a slender little nymph.


The Dirty Show was upon us again these past two weekends! This coming weekend will be the third in a row!! We stayed up in Detroit, got the bed sheets in the motel filthy, and had a great time. Jerry Vile--one of the head honchos--actually let me ride a tiny carousel they had set up in the main room!!


So cool. We got to demonstrate it a few times by pulling the chain and making the barbed dildo go up and down. Killian had an amazing idea, though: next time he wants to put up a little tv screen that will play a looped video of a girl riding the Smoochypie! I love the idea, I wish he had been able to implement it this time. Well, live and learn.


Getting ready for show time! Who is that ominous shadow in the background?! He looks menacing. I better be careful...

Speaking of, I skipped school today. If he hadn't been forced to go to work, he would have swung by and played truant officer. Why does real life have to get in the way of our fun?

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04 February 2012 @ 11:03 am

You better be coming, or else I'm going to beat you.

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18 January 2012 @ 08:58 pm
It's not been a good start to the last year before the earth explodes/melts/etc. Well, I can't actually say that, because Killian has been creating some smaller, more practical pieces. He's been hard at work, despite crippling depression and general feelings of being a leper.

There was a minor infestation in one part of the house. Bed bugs. A guest brought them up and left some behind, a creepy crawly present. I looked up some websites discussing how to eliminate them, but every website--and one exterminator--made it sound utterly hopeless. Leave now! Wash your clothes and burn the furniture! Abandon all hope! Luckily Killian kept his head and managed to deal with it. He even went so far as to vacuum up their dehydrated little corpses.

Where we are, the entire state has been experiencing some frighteningly temperate weather. A sign of the end times! Luckily it means he's been able to get some carving done, including a wall cabinet that looks like some creepy Victorian thing intended for holding medical paraphernalia. Also, two fantastic tables (I'm including a picture of one below). I love the way he incorporated the actual shape of the wood. It's so organic, it looks like some kind of twisting alien, it reminded me of the monster from the Thing. I'm going to create an Etsy for him soon and put up the tables, the skull, and some other stuff (by which I mean he'll create a new one for each order).

There's been no interest in the Torture the Tortured Torture Artist project. Arrrgh. I wonder if people think he isn't serious? Because he actually is. Yes, I will really be driving a big ol' nail into his hands. I asked him if he was still going to go through with it, and he said "not the whole project, since that requires audience participation." I don't know if that means he's still going to nail himself to his art/a tree in public or not.

He's in the Dirty Show in Detroit again this year!!! Will anyone reading this be there? He's going to be displaying the Smoochypie!! Come see a giant wooden phallus with nails sticking out of it!


 
 
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28 December 2011 @ 08:52 pm

My darling master was featured in an article! Here's a link to it, for the curious and depraved.
"'My entire life I’ve felt like the center of a black hole where everything goes wrong. Of course there are those times when I am overcome by a god-like elation, when my grandiosity is at its peak and I feel as though I can do anything, change the course of history, effect humanity as a whole; but most of the time I’m painfully aware of being a worthless scumbag.'”

I actually know that feeling, and it's born from depression. Recently he's started on antidepressants again and has even created a few things, but the holidays are especially hard for him. Along with a deep-rooted, somewhat unnatural dislike for holidays, it's not exactly easy for him to create gifts for people. You can't exactly hand Grandma or Cousin So-and-so a spreader bar, they tend to get confused. I did spend Xmas eve with him, but we didn't have sex. Damn it all, this celibacy stuff is not easy. He's stopped drinking and smoking weed, too, so his resolve really is starting to improve, but I'm very frustrated. I need an outlet! I want to support him, but it's so blastedly difficult when all I want to do is suck him off. I'm not good at this.


Looking to the future, he's been accepted to the Dirty Show in Detroit again! If anyone will be in the area, please come! I'll give you a few smacks, or maybe daddy himself will! The Smoochypie will be in attendance as well, I believe.

 
 
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